The spiritual walk is governed by a fierce and beautiful paradox: **God meets us not at the level of our merit, but at the level of our desperation.**
Left to our own devices, the default setting of the human heart is stubbornness, self-will, and an inherent brokenness—what scripture identifies as the fallen, carnal nature. We crave comfort, rely on our own intellect, and seek to manage our environment. Because the natural human state is to find security in our own strength, we rarely hunger for God when our own systems are functioning well. We are full of ourselves. To break this dependency and save us from our own self-destruction, God, in His perfect love, orchestrates an intentional master plan. He utilizes our circumstances to facilitate a recurring cycle of holy starvation, divine disruption, and supernatural filling.
## Chapter 1: The Orchestration of Emptiness
The scriptures reveal a consistent, unyielding pattern: **emptiness is the prerequisite for capacity.** You cannot fill a vessel that is already full.
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[ Stubborn & Self-Willed Nature ]
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[ THE WINEPRESS OF GOD ] <-- Hard-Pressed on Every Side (Squeezing the Flesh)
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[ Holy Starvation / Drought ] <-- Exhaustion of the Self-Performance
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[ Supernatural Filling ] <-- The Manifest New Wine
```
We often fall into a deep spiritual blindness regarding our trials. When pressure mounts, our carnal minds immediately blame the enemy, our circumstances, or other people. We fail to recognize the divine hand behind the friction.
The profound truth of the spiritual walk is that **God utilizes the winepress of circumstance to intentionally crush the self-performance out of us.** You are the grape, and the pressure you feel is not designed to destroy you, but to extract the supernatural life within you. It is God Himself turning the screw of the press, crushing the bitter juice of the ego, the pride, and the self-will out of your life so that the pure, sweet new wine of the Spirit can flow.
The Apostle Paul understood this brutal, beautiful mechanic intimately. He explicitly documents this state of being utterly hemmed in and squeezed by God:
> **2 Corinthians 4:8-10 (AMPC)**
> *“We are hedged in (pressed) on every side [troubled and oppressed in every way], but not cramped or crushed; we suffer embarrassments and are perplexed and unable to find a way out, but not driven to despair; We are pursued (persecuted and hard driven), but not deserted [to stand alone], we are struck down to the ground, but never struck dead and destroyed; Always carrying about in the body the liability and exposure to the same putting to death that the Lord Jesus suffered, so that the life of Jesus also may be shown forth and manifested in our bodies.”*
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Notice the absolute precision of the Word: we are hedged in and pressed on *every side* so that our own human capability is exhausted, leaving nothing left to be manifested but **the life of Jesus**.
This crushing is not a sign of God’s abandonment; it is the exact tool He uses to process our faith from a cheap, intellectual assent into a resilient, mature dependency. Paul doubles down on this dynamic in his letter to the Romans, exposing how tribulations are structurally designed to produce spiritual fruit:
> **Romans 5:3-4 (AMPC)**
> *“Moreover [let us also be full of joy now], let us exult and triumph in our troubles and rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that pressure and affliction and hardship produce patient and unswerving endurance. And endurance develops maturity of character (approved effectiveness and career of tried integrity). And character [of this sort] produces [the habit of] joyful and confident hope of eternal salvation.”*
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When James (Jacob) 1:2-4 instructs believers to view difficulties as an invaluable opportunity, it exposes this exact same divine mechanism. God does not merely tolerate our seasons of lack, irritation, and pressure; He intentionally orchestrates them as a form of loving correction and processing.
Scripture explicitly states that this discomfort—this intense, localized pressure of the winepress—is a validation of your identity as a child of God:
> **Hebrews 12:6-8 (AMPC)**
> *“For the Lord corrects and disciplines everyone whom He loves, and He punishes, even scourges, every son whom He accepts and welcomes to His heart and cherishes. You must submit to and endure [correction] for discipline; God is dealing with you as with sons. For what son is there whom his father does not [thus] train and correct and discipline? Now if you are exempt from correction and left without discipline in which all [of God's children] share, then you are illegitimate offspring and not true sons [at all].”*
> **Deuteronomy 8:2-3 (AMPC)**
> *“And you shall [earnestly] remember all the way which the Lord your God led you these forty years in the wilderness, to humble you and to prove you, to know what was in your [mind and] heart, whether you would keep His commandments or not. And He humbled you and allowed you to hunger and fed you with manna, which you did not know nor did your fathers know, that He might make you recognize and personally know that man does not live by bread only, but man lives by every word that proceeds out of the mouth of the Lord.”*
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## Chapter 2: The Biblical Reality of the Wrestling Match
We are inherently stubborn creatures, prone to self-rule. Because of this, we naturally wrestle with God, fighting against His alignment and clinging tightly to our own control. This friction is not metaphorical; it is a literal spiritual pattern documented throughout scripture:
> **Genesis 32:24-28 (AMPC)**
> *“And Jacob was left alone, and a Man wrestled with him until daybreak. And when [the Man] saw that He did not prevail against [Jacob], He touched the hollow of his thigh; and Jacob's thigh was put out of joint as he wrestled with Him. Then He said, Let Me go, for day is breaking. But [Jacob] said, I will not let You go unless You declare a blessing upon me. [The Man] asked him, What is your name? And [in shock of realization, whispering] he said, Jacob [supplanter, schemer, trickster, swindler]! And He said, Your name shall be called no more Jacob [supplanter], but Israel [contender with God]; for you have contended and have power with God and with men and have prevailed.”*
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> **Hosea 12:3-4 (AMPC)**
> *“He took his brother by the heel in [their mother's] womb, and in the strength [of his manhood] he contended and had power with God. Yes, he had power over the Angel [of the Lord] and prevailed; he wept and sought His favor. He met Him in Bethel, and there [God] spoke with [him and through him with] us—”*
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> **Isaiah 45:9 (AMPC)**
> *“Woe to him who strives with his Maker!—a worthless piece of broken pottery among other pieces equally worthless [and yet presuming to strive with his Maker]! Shall the clay say to him who fashions it, What do you think you are making? or, Your work has no handles?”*
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> **Job 33:19-22 (AMPC)**
> *“...Man is also disciplined with pain on his bed, and with unceasing complaint in his bones, so that his life makes him loathe food, and his soul [loathe] even his favorite dishes. His flesh is so wasted away that it cannot be seen, and his bones which were not seen now stick out. Then his soul draws near to the pit [of destruction], and his life to those who bring death (the destroyers).”*
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God allows this wrestling match to continue until we are completely exhausted and our self-will is entirely broken. By bringing a believer to the absolute end of their rope, God creates an artificial drought—a spiritual wilderness.
## Chapter 3: The Core Promises to the Desperate
When you are at the end of your rope, the illusion of self-sufficiency dies, clearing out the clutter of the carnal mind so there is finally more room for Him. Throughout Scripture, God frames His relationship with humanity around this economy of hunger. He provides the substance, but we must provide the appetite. The invitation to receive God is extended exclusively to those who have no resources left of their own:
> **Matthew 5:6 (AMPC)**
> *“Blessed and fortunate and happy and spiritually prosperous (in that state in which the life of God and His favor suit the soul) are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness (uprightness and right standing with God), for they shall be completely satisfied!”*
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> **Isaiah 55:1 (AMPC)**
> *“Wait and listen, everyone who is thirsty! Come to the waters; and he who has no money, come, buy and eat! Yes, come, buy [priceless, spiritual] wine and milk without money and without price [simply for the self-surrender that accepts the gift].”*
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> **Luke 1:53 (AMPC)**
> *“He has filled and satisfied the hungry with good things, and the rich He has sent away empty-handed.”*
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> **Psalm 107:9 (AMPC)**
> *“For He satisfies the longing soul and fills the hungry soul with good.”*
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> **Isaiah 41:17 (AMPC)**
> *“The poor and needy are seeking water, and there is none; their tongue fails for thirst. I the Lord will answer them; I the God of Israel will not forsake them.”*
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## Chapter 4: The Rich Sent Away Empty (The Tragedy of Fullness)
The "rich"—those full of self-righteousness, self-reliance, or worldly comfort—are sent away empty because they present no vacuum for God to occupy. They have too much to lose and too much self-substance to allow room for the divine takeover. We see the perfect, tragic historical demonstration of this in the story of the Rich Young Ruler:
> **Mark 10:17-22 (AMPC)**
> *“And as He was setting out on His journey, a man ran up and knelt before Him and asked Him, Good Teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life? ... Jesus said to him, You know the commandments... And he replied to Him, Teacher, I have carefully guarded and observed all these things from my youth up. And Jesus, looking upon him, loved him, and He said to him, You lack one thing; go and sell all you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come [accompanying Me], follow Me [joining My disciples as a side-by-side companion], taking up the cross. But at that saying the man’s countenance fell and was clouded with a gloomy displeasure, and he went away sorrowing, for he was possessing great property and many possessions.”*
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> **Revelation 3:17 (AMPC)**
> *“For you say, I am rich; I have prospered and grown wealthy, and I have need of nothing, and you do not realize and understand that you are wretched, pitiable, poor, blind, and naked.”*
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> **Proverbs 27:7 (AMPC)**
> *“He who is satiated [with sensual pleasures] loathes and tramples underfoot a honeycomb, but to the hungry soul every bitter thing is sweet.”*
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The Rich Young Ruler was entirely full—full of moral achievements, full of financial stability, and full of worldly comfort. Because he refused to be emptied, he walked away completely destitute of the kingdom. Conversely, the desperate, exhausted soul is guaranteed satisfaction:
> **John 6:35 (AMPC)**
> *“Jesus replied to them, I am the Bread of Life. He who comes to Me will never be hungry, and he who believes on and cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Me will never thirst any more, at any time.”*
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## Chapter 5: The Trap of Self-Performance and Pride
When God honors His promise and responds to our exhaustion by pouring out His manifest presence—resulting in a breakthrough, a season of intense prayer, or a profound spiritual awakening—a secondary systemic vulnerability is exposed within the believer: **the highjacking of the Holy Spirit's work by the human ego.**
During a powerful spiritual season, our stubborn nature subtly tries to reassert itself. The carnal mind shifts its gaze from the Giver to the receiver. The ego begins to evaluate its own water-walking performance, whispering: *"Look what my faith, my fasting, and my devotion just produced."* In doing so, the believer weaponizes a gift of pure grace, converting it into a paycheck they believe they have earned. This is the exact psychological trap God warned Israel against:
> **Deuteronomy 8:11-14, 17 (AMPC)**
> *“Beware that you do not forget the Lord your God by not keeping His commandments, His precepts, and His statutes, which I command you today, lest when you have eaten and are full, and have built goodly houses and dwell in them... And your silver and gold are multiplied, and all that you have is multiplied, then your heart be lifted up and you forget the Lord your God... And beware lest you say in your [mind and] heart, My power and the might of my own hand have gotten me this wealth.”*
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> **Habakkuk 1:16 (AMPC)**
> *“Therefore they sacrifice to their net and burn incense to their dragnet, because by them their portion is fat and their food plentiful and rich.”*
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> **Galatians 3:3 (AMPC)**
> *“Are you so foolish and so senseless and so silly? Having begun [your new life] with and in the [Holy] Spirit, are you now reaching perfection [by dependence on the] flesh?”*
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## Chapter 6: The Illusion of Behavioral Modification (Why Works Are Filthy Rags)
The Bible is absolutely unambiguous about this fundamental reality: **you cannot earn your way into heaven, and you cannot perform your way into God's presence.** There is absolutely nothing you can do in your own strength to justify yourself. When we try to use our own human efforts to build a bridge to God, scripture dismantles our arrogance with a sobering truth:
> **Isaiah 64:6 (AMPC)**
> *“For we have all become like one who is unclean [ceremonially and defiled], and all our righteousness (our best deeds of rightdoing and justice) is like filthy rags or a polluted garment; we all fade like a leaf, and our iniquities, like the wind, take us away [far from God’s favor, hurrying us to ruin].”*
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> **Galatians 2:16 (AMPC)**
> *“Yet we know that a man is not justified and placed in right standing with God by works of the Law, but [only] through faith and [absolute] reliance on and adherence to and trust in Jesus Christ (the Messiah, the Anointed One)... because by works of the Law no flesh and no soul can ever be justified (declared righteous and put in right standing with God).”*
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> **Ephesians 2:8-9 (AMPC)**
> *“For it is by free grace (God’s unmerited favor) that you are saved (delivered from judgment and made partakers of Christ’s salvation) through [your] faith. And this [salvation] is not of yourselves [of your own doing, it came not through your own striving], but it is the gift of God; not because of works [not the fulfillment of the Law’s demands], lest any man should boast.”*
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> **Romans 3:20 (AMPC)**
> *“For no human being can be justified in His sight by observing the works of the Law. For the real function of the Law is to make men recognize expression and consciousness of sin [not mere speculation, but loathsome reality].”*
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Despite these absolute truths, our fallen self-nature possesses a subconscious, pathological drive to do it anyway. This spiritual sickness is called **striving**. We exhaust ourselves trying to impress God, working *for* Him rather than resting *in* Him. We reduce the spiritual walk to a program of behavioral modification—frantically trying to fix our outward actions while leaving the engine of our self-will intact.
## Chapter 7: The Beguiling of Perception (The Mechanism of the Box)
Whenever we fall back into our self-nature and allow our focus to be highjoined by the flesh, an immediate spiritual confinement occurs: **we get placed into a box.**
Inside this box, you are not plunged into absolute, pitch-black darkness; you can still see. However, your spiritual line of sight is completely capped off and restricted. You can no longer see very far. What illuminates the interior of this box is mostly cold, natural light—the light of human reason, intellect, and circumstantial observation. Because your immediate perception has been severely truncated, your emotional reality shifts violently. You don't have that same supernatural vision or divine sound running through you anymore. Consequently, your feelings get deeply hurt or injured; you become sad, love-sick, anxious, and weighed down by depression.
This is the exact psychological and spiritual blueprint of the Fall of Man. The adversary does not start with behavior; he targets perception.
> **Genesis 3:1-6 (AMPC)**
> *“Now the serpent was more subtle and crafty than any living creature of the field which the Lord God had made. And he [Satan] said to the woman, Can it really be that God has said, You shall not eat from every tree of the garden? ... And the serpent said to the woman, You shall not surely die, for God knows that in the day you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing the distinction between good and evil and blessing and calamity. And when the woman saw that the tree was good (suitable, pleasant) for food and that it was delightful to the look, and a tree to be desired to make one wise, she took of its fruit and ate; and she gave also to her husband the same way with her, and he ate.”*
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> **2 Corinthians 11:3 (AMPC)**
> *“But I am fearful, lest that as the serpent beguiled Eve by his cunning, so your minds may be seduced and corrupted from the simplicity and pure devotion which are due to Christ.”*
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The serpent worked methodically on their perception first. He whispered, *"Did God really say?"* adjusting their internal lens until their vertical focus on God fractured. Only *after* their perception was altered did their behavior change. Sin and the subsequent Fall were merely the outward byproducts of a corrupted internal vantage point.
## Chapter 8: The Internal Combustion of Glory
When you are trapped in the box of natural light, it is easy to assume that God has changed, that He has withdrawn, or that He has abandoned His promises. But the truth is immutable: God never changed; *you* did. Your ability to perceive Him and recognize what He is doing and saying was simply capped off by the flesh.
To break this gridlock, God does not give you a self-help checklist to slowly modify your behavior. Instead, He injects His manifest presence like a supernatural ignition. The Glory of God functions within the believer like a spark in an internal combustion engine.
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[ Capped Off in The Box ] <-- Natural Light / Short Sight / Depression
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[ Divine Spark Introduced ] <-- The Ignition of His Glory
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[ INTERNAL COMBUSTION ] <-- The Explosive Overflow
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[ THE BOX EXPLODES ] <-- Wide Perception Restored / Rest
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When that divine spark ignites and the Holy Spirit’s overflow hits, it creates a powerful explosion inside your spirit. The blast detonates the box, shattering its walls completely. Suddenly, your vision is wide open again. You can see much further, you can comprehend a vastly wider picture, and you can clearly perceive what God has been doing in your life the entire time.
This explosive re-alignment is the secret behind the absolute power of Jesus' earthly ministry. He was never trapped in the box of self-perception; His internal eye was seamlessly locked onto the Father's movements:
> **John 5:19-20 (AMPC)**
> *“So Jesus answered them by saying, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, the Son is able to do nothing of Himself [of His own accord], but He can only do what He sees the Father doing; for whatever the Father does is what the Son does in the same way [in His turn]. For the Father loves the Son and shows Him everything that He Himself is doing; and He will show Him still greater deeds than these, in order that you may marvel and be full of wonder.”*
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> **John 8:28 (AMPC)**
> *“So Jesus said, When you have lifted up the Son of Man [on the cross], then you will know (realize, understand) that I am He [for Whom you look] and that I do nothing of Myself (of My own accord or on My own authority), but I say [exactly] these things as My Father has taught Me.”*
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Jesus carried out His ministry flawlessly because He always maintained perfect, uninterrupted spiritual sight. He flowed in absolute alignment because His perception of the Father was never obscured by the carnal mind. When the Glory bursts through your own box, cracking it wide open so you can see as He sees, a massive breakthrough occurs. You instantly feel the lightness, the comfort, and the radiant weight of the Glory. Your emotional state is instantly healed because you are re-connected to the deep experiential reality of being loved, comforted, and purposefully driven. Your feelings improve drastically because your perception changed—not your behavior. **Behavior is strictly a byproduct of your perception.**
## Chapter 9: Entering the Supernatural Rest
When God shatters this deceptive perception, breaks our pride, and corrects our spiritual eyesight through humility, we finally cease our striving and enter into **divine rest**. We transition from heavy friction to supernatural flow.
The moment our eyes drift back to ourselves, our progress, or our self-performance, we invite immediate trouble. We become like Peter on the stormy Sea of Galilee. The moment Peter evaluated his own water-walking performance—shifting his focus from the Savior to his own feet and the wind—the spiritual mechanics fractured, and he began to sink (**Matthew 14:29-30**). Looking at ourselves always triggers a collapse into either pride or crippling anxiety, plunging us right back into the wrestling match with God.
Conversely, when the eye is strictly fixed on God, and God alone, the entire dynamic changes. True spiritual momentum is unlocked when we completely abandon the self-performance scoreboard and lock our gaze onto **His infinite ability**.
> **Hebrews 4:10 (AMPC)**
> *“For he who has once entered [God’s] rest also has ceased from [the wearisome and needless] works of his own, just as God did from His capital works.”*
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> **Hebrews 12:2 (AMPC)**
> *“Looking away [from all that will distract] to Jesus, Who is the Leader and the Source of our faith [giving the first incentive for our belief] and is also its Finisher [bringing it to maturity and perfection]...”*
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> **Isaiah 26:3 (AMPC)**
> *“You will guard him and keep him in perfect and constant peace whose mind [both its inclination and its character] is stayed on You, because he commits himself to You, leans on You, and hopes confidently in You.”*
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> **Matthew 11:28 (AMPC)**
> *“Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy-laden and overburdened, and I will cause you to rest. [I will ease and relieve and refresh your souls.]”*
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In this correct alignment, you are no longer performing to be loved; you are resting because you *know* you are loved. True spiritual fruit cannot be generated by human discipline or self-will. Because our hearts are so deceptive and our self-will is so deeply entrenched, the mature believer stops trying to manage their own holiness and instead begs for divine exposure through the searchlight of God:
> **Psalm 139:23-24 (AMPC)**
> *“Search me [thoroughly], O God, and know my heart! Try me and know my thoughts! And see if there be any wicked or hurtful way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.”*
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> **Psalm 19:12 (AMPC)**
> *“Who can discern his errors? Clear me from hidden and unconscious faults.”*
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> **Jeremiah 17:10 (AMPC)**
> *“I the Lord search the mind, I try the heart, even to give to every man according to his ways, according to the fruit of his doings.”*
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The ultimate objective of this entire process is the maturity described in the opening layout of James:
> **James 1:4 (AMPC)**
> *“But let endurance and steadfastness and patience have their full play and do a thorough work, so that you may be [people] perfectly and fully developed [with no defects], lacking in nothing.”*
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This "perfection" is not flawless moral performance or a successful behavioral checklist. It is the wholeness of a vessel that has been utterly emptied of self-will, completely stripped of its self-focus, and entirely consumed by the presence of God. The paradox is finalized: **to reach the place where you lack nothing, you must repeatedly be brought to the place where you have nothing but God.** The walk ceases to be an evaluation of "how well am I doing?" and becomes a continuous, eye-fixed, awe-filled recognition of "how great is He being to me?"
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